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有些东西并不是拿得起就放得下的, 比如说乌龟, 背了一辈子的龟壳, 它难道就不累吗? 可是为什么不放开呢? 可是, 说放就放得下吗? 放了可是会要了它的命啊! 而你就像我的龟壳一样, 放不了, 也不能放....

<爱>

->Love ,is giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting him not to ->Relationships are like glass. Sometimes, it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ->Staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can't be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain... It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick

a relative

0.0 he is same age wth me ?! but he look more mature~ summore he gt koreo style,the hair so yeng !! >.< still rmb dat small time he is so cute & so tokative 1~ long time no c, now he cum bac from s'pore, so big ady !! so handsome liao !! but quiet liao.... XD hahax~ 1 kor gt married, i meet bac many ppl ler~ their family r full of fun & happiness. Dats y i owayz say dat relative muz owayz gt gathering so dat will b close 2gether mar~ ^^ I love many ppl , having fun 2gether !!

me...

Nobody noe me... i hv too many manner,too many faces.... even a fren dat noe me since standard 1 cant noe me very well... even my dad & my mom oso duno wad i m thinking sumtimes... If u think u noe me very well... u r wrong !!! i m too difficult 2 understand coz i m changing all the time... but... i m waiting the 1 dat reli noe me well ^0^

'he'

I duno y.... Y when he is gud 2 me, When he is close 2 me, i will run away... Jz like same magnet, every time i try 2 gt closer, i will gt 1 step further... I lose in everytime i try.... I oso wanna noe dat reason !! Since primary... until secondary.... All the same... Never changed !! I reli HATE dat !! In dis secondary skul life, i've met many gud frens... There r 3 'he' dat treat me very gud... dat reli care of me.... I noe dat !! I reli do !! I noe dat very clearly !! But they still cant escape from fate.... I hurt them, reli deep... They r hurt... but mine heart r broken... Pls blif me ... I dun1 dis 2 happen.... But everytime i keep repeating the same mistake.. I m the only child in my family, i nid frens, i like 2 b care of, so i've no reason 2 push them away ! But y m i keep doin dat ? i think they noe i mean them when they read this... Jz wanna say SORRY ! I reli mean dat.....

honest

we muz b honest 2 ppl. so dat ppl noe wad we r thinking, understand wad we actually 1.... no more guessing wth each other !! this will reli cut off a lot of misunderstand btween each other !! wad i precious lesson i've learn ^^

our memories...

Do u all noe dat sumtimes when i m ..... bathing... on the car... having my day dream... drawing... doin work... cant fall in sleep... no matter , i m busy or nt, i m boring or nt, i m owayz smillng when i think bout all of us having the gud time~ our memories.... =)

无奈。。。

i think i m a bit over,dats y many ppl misunderstand me.... I m jz very gud in toking ,more frenly,more warm,more crazy.... Dats all....Y dun they b pure a bit,dun think too much?? =.=....
虽然有时真的很累 有时觉得厌倦了这样的追逐 虽然有时真的想放弃了 虽然很辛苦 虽然真的不容易撑下去 但你的支持 总让我又重新出发 真的 谢谢你 !

thinking...

Wad is goin 2 happen , sooner or later, it is goin 2 happen... so, just dun think 2 much...

笑容。。。

没可能的,没可能的… 除了你的笑容之外, 除了笑容… 我不可能再喜欢其他, 我只是喜欢你灿烂的笑容而已 !!! 但是… 为什么我会有那种感觉? 看到照片后那种感觉… 不禁让我开始质疑, 我到底有多了解我的心呢? 我不知道, 我不想要再想, 也不想要知道, 我不想让自己受伤害, 也厌倦了不停的猜疑…

心情好烦

trial 的成绩差到不能说也就算了, 毕尽是预料得到的… 想开电视, 希望能暂时不去想它, 却每台都是鬼戏, 不敢看… 想找个人出气, 却又只有我一个人在家… 开了电脑, 不知道能干什么… 想看DVD, 又有工作在身… 真后悔我干嘛那么自讨没趣去帮你嘛! 没事找事做… 哇!!!好想要大喊!!! 我快疯了! 我现在唯一能做的就是 吃完巧克力后. 乖乖做他的工作… 爱吃巧克力的习惯, 永远改不了, 心情不好的时候, 巧克力都可以让我好过些, 让自己不再… 寂寞…

RUDOLF VS SHIRLEY !!

Rudolf Rassendyll --> honour & duty muz come b4 love [he leaves princess Flavia] [he leaves Ruritania, go back 2 hmtown & live alone] Shirley --> reading muz cum b4 games & pc [say BYE BYE 2 pc at least till after trial exam] [say HI! 2 books & loyal 2 them ! XD] GOOD LUCK & ADD OIL 4 ALL MY FRENS !

心情烂透了!

今天超不爽的!本来是打算跟你分享我的喜悦,满心期待你听到这好消息时候的喜悦,你的表情,谁知你竟然说出那一句话,那句我永远会记在我心里的话!你这句话不但把我的心弄伤了,也把我们的距离划开了…对你真的真的很失望! 你最好给我记住,别让我有机会×××××不然我肯定让你没话说!你给我走着瞧! 刚才要不是有他在,我肯定不会静静不出声,让你觉得我好欺负!讨厌你!讨厌你!讨厌你!!! TMD!七早八早就来破坏本小姐的心情(不好意思,说话有些粗鲁,因为真的很不爽!

commander

今天是raptai day 4 hari koko ! 我以为没上课,所以就没带书,怎知老师超勤劳的啦!竟然还教书,真是的...害我要到处去借书,气死我了啦! 不过今天有一件超开心的事噢! 就是我终于能够圆梦,成为 commander 了!!! 这是第一次,而且是很突然的,所以基本上是完全没准备就乱说一通,害得他们都很不耐烦XD 不好意思噢~第一次给commends又兴奋又紧张,所以一直说错,不然就是忘记,多亏cx 和dy一直提醒我,说到他们都不耐烦了.哈哈… 不过这绝对是一个超棒的经验!而且cx说了我超喜欢的一句话,他说我是未来的commander !!哇!我那时候的心里超暗爽的^0^虽然我知道其实并没什么机会,因为j说他下午没空来,他选了sy代替他,而不是我,早上的练习我也是幸运得来的…还有一件事是我今天竟然还罚了一个人pumping六下,他也听!现在想起来还真有些不可思意呢! 以前 traffic 的时候啊,我是有听学长说过以后 traffic 要让我当 commander 的喔! 虽然可能不是真的,可是我还是有一线希望,所以就蛮认真在学习,满心期待, 我相信我应该没问题的,可是谁知隔一年 traffic 就被 bubar 掉了,超不爽的 ! 不知是不是我没luck每次难得有机会要升职都会出问题的!前一阵子选ajk也一样…气死我了!咳… 我升职的机会其实蛮少的,因为很多人都觉得我的样子看起来就是温室里的小花,干不了大事的人,所以很少让我发挥的机会…虽然我不知道我能不能胜任,但我一定会做到最好. 而之后的节也因为去练习而没上了…对了,今天还有一件气人的事喔!就是我们练习时下起大雨,我心想要出去吃的念头只好打消了,就跟sy先到食堂订食物再去换衣.怎知换好衣后天气竟晴朗得不得了,想去取消订单又太迟了,所以就只好在学校吃了,讨厌…累得要死留校,谁知只有几只小猫来,结果就没练习到…刚好那天dy,sh.wx他们要比semi-final,本以为可以看他们比也算没白来了,那里知道他们是最后一组,所以没得看,真是白留了… 回到家就练习刻肥皂准备明天的比赛,之后就马上去补习了,补完习我老爸又带我到伯伯的店吃晚餐,害我十二点多才有得回家再练多一个肥皂,准备好明天要用的东西后也快三点了…明天肯定很眼睡…谁知我竟然兴奋到在床上翻来覆去都睡不着.真是的,哈哈,好期待噢~

i broke my record !

2day when i back from skul,daddy is sleeping,he is very tired bcoz of michael jackson ! daddy didnt realize dat hv replay. lol. i take my bath and prepare lunch 4 daddy,den only wake him up.i m a gud gurl rite ? haha ==" we hv the most delicious chicken rice in sp 4 lunch. i take out my homework desk and sit in front of the tv . sure u think i m watching tv while doin homework rite ? but u r wrong ! i m neither doin homework nor watching tv but sleeping ! haha... (ntg 2 be proud wth) i sleep when 3 i think ,den go on and on and on until 7 ! OMG ! i m shock too when i wake up . my tv program has is over . i quickly take a bath , eat a piece if bread and a cup of drink . den go 2 tuition in hurry . the conclusion is , i do ntg accept sleep 4 whole day ! sad ~ i tell my dad while taking my dinner at my uncle's coffee shop . u noe wad my daddy say ? he say dat he is nt suprise bcoz dis is his daughter's style ! lol,i gt sleep everyday mer ? say like i m a worm , ceh ! i...

a day b4 HAC

--> 昨天听人家说有进行 gotong royong, 所以我穿了体育衣去学校 ,谁知到了学校一路上都没看见身穿体育衣的同学,真有点心急了 ... 不过急也没用 , 因为我也没带校服 , 心想只好等死了啦!不过还好安全渡过 , 也没被捉 , 因为老师们都在忙着 HAC 的事 , 才懒得理我呢! 不过话说回来 , 我真觉得我们当天有点过分 , 竟然再班上玩 POKER, 哈哈 … 不过我很开心 , 可能是好久没有一大班朋友这样聚在一起玩了 … 我那天超 LUCKY 的!连赢了好多场噢!不过也可能因为他的关系 , 所以我特别开心 >.< 虽然时间不长 , 但已经很满足了 … 哈哈