'he'

I duno y....

Y when he is gud 2 me,

When he is close 2 me,

i will run away...

Jz like same magnet,

every time i try 2 gt closer,

i will gt 1 step further...

I lose in everytime i try....

I oso wanna noe dat reason !!

Since primary...

until secondary....

All the same...

Never changed !!

I reli HATE dat !!

In dis secondary skul life,

i've met many gud frens...

There r 3 'he' dat treat me very gud...

dat reli care of me....

I noe dat !!

I reli do !!

I noe dat very clearly !!

But they still cant escape from fate....

I hurt them,

reli deep...

They r hurt...

but mine heart r broken...

Pls blif me ...

I dun1 dis 2 happen....

But everytime i keep repeating the same mistake..

I m the only child in my family,

i nid frens,

i like 2 b care of,

so i've no reason 2 push them away !

But y m i keep doin dat ?

i think they noe i mean them when they read this...

Jz wanna say SORRY !

I reli mean dat.....