I duno y.... Y when he is gud 2 me, When he is close 2 me, i will run away... Jz like same magnet, every time i try 2 gt closer, i will gt 1 step further... I lose in everytime i try.... I oso wanna noe dat reason !! Since primary... until secondary.... All the same... Never changed !! I reli HATE dat !! In dis secondary skul life, i've met many gud frens... There r 3 'he' dat treat me very gud... dat reli care of me.... I noe dat !! I reli do !! I noe dat very clearly !! But they still cant escape from fate.... I hurt them, reli deep... They r hurt... but mine heart r broken... Pls blif me ... I dun1 dis 2 happen.... But everytime i keep repeating the same mistake.. I m the only child in my family, i nid frens, i like 2 b care of, so i've no reason 2 push them away ! But y m i keep doin dat ? i think they noe i mean them when they read this... Jz wanna say SORRY ! I reli mean dat.....